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I'm no longer working at Funimation now since March. I've been getting alot of job offers but I can't just take them yet since I've been traveling and stuff. I have to decide what I want to do.
I went to Sakuracon up in Seattle, which was awesome. I haven't been there in over 20yrs. So I really missed the clean air.
Dee is leaving at the end of the month and Midori leaving next wk. I'm so sad my BFF are leaving but it's the best for them. Right now I'm just preparing for A-kon coming, LA, Utah trip, and Atlanta, then Schillterban after all that. @_@;; Im going crazy how am I more busy not working then I was working. I don't understand.
I'll just spend time with Midori and Dee before they leave and wing everything else for the moment. With A-kon coming up next week and Camino coming I feel a bit off and flashbacks. The past is the past learn from it and move on... tho that's easier said then done.
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| wow it's been awhile. |
[25 Mar 2009|09:57am] |
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Too many things went on. Well I finally got a storage place again but not from my apartments. since I got broken into last time. I've ben cleaning up here and there, and trying to figure what all I should put in there. I'm to the point where I want to shove everything into it except my bed, couch, rusty computer, and TV. Been throwing out clothes and giving some away but still I can fill my tub full. I have too much. Since I'm not sure if I'm moving into a house or an apartment with roomie or on my own I'm not sure what or where to go right now. It'll work out but at least I'm starting to pack my stuff up early because the next 2 month is going to be super busy. I'm working Scar bough fair for first time this year. I'm excited, I'm dressing up in skimpy leather and wearing elf ears. But that's every weekend and then I'm going to Seattle for Sakuracon, then there are 2 weddings next month. april is busy. Then prob in May take a quick trip to Japan. Then A-kon. Al least there are no weddings until later this year after April. My god. I'm crazy.
I'm killing time and nervous going to the dentist to remove another tooth, but is it sad that I'm used to teeth being removed now? And then braces... ;_; I don't want them. Well I'm off. I'll try to post more. Especially since I'm doing so much now. ja
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| It's time!!! |
[19 Feb 2009|10:55am] |
Midori is at the hospital getting ready for the jellybean.
So exciting. Post more later.
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| Still alive... well I al anyways... |
[29 Jan 2009|11:28am] |
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It seems I'm only posting sad stuff lately. So Will's youngest son past away last Thrursday and the funeral was yesterday. I couldn't go. Which made me really sad. My little nephew is gone, but at least he isn't suffering anymore. He's been a sickly child since birth and been in and out the hospital since. He was 7yrs old. So hopefully I can support Will as much as i can. It must be really hard to outlive your child. No parent I would think would want that. Anyways...
It's freezing in Dallas. We had a lovely ice storm. brrr Oh yeah Midori is almost due. I'm excited for her. We managed o hangout a few times. I hope to again soon. She's so big, it's cute.
Well Back to work in my frozen cube.
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| JLPT and Gun Show! |
[10 Dec 2008|01:55pm] |
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It's been awhile but here's a little update.
I went to a Gun show 2 wks ago ffor the first time... Well I think I went when I was younger. That was alot of guns. What scared me was the little prob 5-6yr old carring a shot twice his size. He wouldn't let go, so the dad was holding the barrel up. It made me thinkg of that incident of the 8yr old shooting himself but accident with an uzi at a gun show too. I saw some interesting ones and tried to help Lawrence find a good one. He ended up buying a baton and I bougt two new knives. Their pretty and one is a switch knife. Which is illegal to have but I bought it in front on the cops and I asked about it and the legal size to carry. So maybe ppl don't have their facts right or the cops were being nice cuz I'm female.
Last weekend I went to Arkansas to take the JLPT.(Japanese language proficiency test) There were alot of interesting people there. I don't get my results until Feb. Which sucks but good for me. I won't think about how bad I did. ^^
Well looks I'll be on antibotics for a bit. I got some nasty infection the day after my B-day and my cheek swelled up. Thought it was mumps but Not enough symptoms. Thank god I was freakin out. Especially since it happened after my B-day. (mid-life crisis attack) grrr Anyways it's getting better I think so far.
I remember I got really sick in Japan and was worried cuz midori is pregnant and I had a fever. But she was ok, so that was all that matter to me at that time. but I'm so dumb. I'll explain later about Japan. anyways everyone stay warm.
ja ne
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| So yeah... Bday time gone! |
[19 Nov 2008|04:03pm] |
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So I hit the big "30" yesterday. The Korean language meet-up surprised me with a cake, balloons, and of course let's get Chiye as drunk as possible. It was so much fun! I think the only messed up part about it was I asked a guy out. But that didn't work. That keeps happening. Oh well.
I haven't mentioned anything about Japan yet so I'll do that in the next post along with a few pics. Midori was so sweet and patient to let me stay with her. That was my first time going to Japan and traveling alone. It was strange but I met alot of nice people that helped me alot. Well details later. Back to work. ja
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| so yeah... |
[15 Oct 2008|01:48pm] |
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Been holding up pretty good since my last post. Good friends and family are great to have.
Well I leave for Japan tomorrow morning. Midori is excited. Gonna have a gyoza party. Get to see Charles too. I was able to contact a few more of my japanese friends so I'll be seeing them too. Last week was soooo stressful but somehow got through it. I can't wait for this vacation, I have so much on my mind I just need a mental break.
I went to see mom, mamama, and dwayne yesterday. Found out that my grandmother has a year to live. I didn't know how to take that. So I just sat there and watched her eat sushi that I brought her and we both watched Fringe together(btw is a great show). I just couldn't stop looking at her. I asked her if she felt any pain she said no, she feels fine. The asked me about Midori, and about my work. She wants me to get married but she also understands that it's hard to find a good guy. So I decided to stay in Texas to spend more time with her. Cuz I love her.
Well see ya~
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| ~Love for Chaston Reynolds~ |
[07 Oct 2008|11:02am] |
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It's been awhile. And I hate to put something like this up.
My old friends Chaston Reynoldas pasted away last week on Tuesday. He had sickle cell anemia since he was born and struggled through it without complains of pain. He was one of the most funniest guys I've ever met.
So I went to his funeral yesterday and saw my old gamer friends. And my ex. He didn't look too happy to see me but then again Chaston was his cousin.So I'm hoping he'll be ok, itll just take time. Just like for the rest of us.
It's really hard to to express my emotions yesterday so I ended up taking the day off. Chilling with friends and eating. Can't help but to still feel heavy hearted and something else that really bothered me. Does it take someone to past away for someone to forgive you over the years? I'm not sure about it but Ed was mad at me for years for something I actually never did and he never talked to me about it until yesterday. Almost 10 years later to find out the truth... so sad. I hope I can make peace with anyone that I've pissed off whether I did do it or not before I died.
But I'm doing much better today tho my eyes are swollen still. At least I'll be more distracted when I go to Japan next week to see Midori and my friend Mayu. So advice if you haven't made peace with people you care/cared about, you should because you never know when it's your time or theirs. ne?
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| Not fair!!!!!!! My new car got it's first wreck. |
[09 Jul 2008|09:54am] |
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I just finish eating at I-hop and feeling really good. Waiting for the light to change. This car starts coming up on my left and decides to swing behind me at the last minute. O_O;; I thought it was my friends that hit me but it wasn't. it was some cracked out women. Why does she hit the only car out there? Is it my panda booties in the window or my red taillights? So anyways she's in an out of freaking out( I seriuos think she was on something) she kept dropping her cigarette(smokers don't do that, not matter how nervous they are) she kept telling me excuse after excuse like boyfriend kicked her out, she just got out of the emerency room, I'm having a panic attack. I just looked at her. I don't have sympathy for you. So I got her DL license and had friends meet me there too for witnesses.
I'm so dumb I'm at work with a heating pad on my back. Should have stayed at home. >.<;; Not as sore just still pissed off but calm. Maybe shock still or just still tired. So I'm just gona take it easy cuz of the trip. Of course this would happen just before. Grrrrr!!!!
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| Surprises after another... |
[08 Jul 2008|11:34am] |
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So the weekend was very interesting. Friday I go with Tino to eat lunch at Ajisen to find out my best friend is pregnant. Alittle shocked but not surprised. Then I go to Dave and Amber's place for 4th July Korean BBQ to find out Linda (Dave's sis) is pregnant. ^_^;; who's next I keep thinking. Turns out Amber isn't tho. and Kimchi's hair was long... it looked weird and I told him his head is shaped funny for it. I'm so nice to him. Then I got to see some fireworks while I was driving to go karaoke. That seems to be my passing time thing I do alot now. Great stress reliever.
So Sat. I decided to go to Brian's B-day party. Which was the flameyest gay party and there were 4 girls. T_T;; and it was suppose to classy, dress to impress. I still think I over dressed. But they were so sweet and cute. So I'm in this red nothing dress and we go to S4 the gay club. It was so much fun. I couldn't dance too much cuz of the big high heels I was wearing but I managed some how. Also Kyo took my to a country gay club. That was interesting. After that I went K-town(of course) to meet with more people there. I forgot they never seen me dressed up before... and some thought I looked like a japanese hostess. And some old Korean guy thought I came for him and offered money to entertain him. Not sure if was joking or not. >.<;; perverts. After they drank we went to my friend restraunt to eat at 2am until 4:30am.
Sunday I went with Eve and Linda to see "Get Smart" I haven't laughed that hard in a long time. My stomache hurt after the movie. So after that meet up with the guys to make final plans on out trip this weekend to San Antonio and Houston. I'm so excited. Except that I'm driving cuz I have the newer more reliable car. My first vacation being contract. I'll be traveling alot more again. I love my job. Well back to work.
Still wondering who's the next person to be pregnant? Couldn't be Meela she told me New Year's. It comes in 3's. Year is not over yet. ^w^
ja na
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| (;_;) Yuki... |
[20 Jun 2008|06:32pm] |
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My rat pasted away last night. And thanks to Emile for coming over to help me with him. Yuki... was so cute, a blue rat. I felt like I didn't give him enough love. But he made those cute noises when he was happy. I'm so sad and will miss him.
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| Missing teeth!!! |
[16 Jun 2008|04:18pm] |
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So last week I got 4 teeth removed on thursday. It was quite an adventure trip too. Wednesday I go to mom's place to stay the night because I have to take this happy pill that's suppose to make me relax and maybe sleepy the day before and another 1 to 2 an hr before the surgery. It made me feel buzzed. So the next morning Mom comes home from work and says:
Mom:I have to take the long way, my eyes got twinked and I need new prescriptions.
Me: T_T;; so you can't see... Are you blind again?!? I'll find another ride to the dentist.
Mom: ;_; No... I want to take you, I'm the mother. I just can't take the highway.
Me: -_-;; ...I'm going back to bed until I take more happy pills.
Mom: hai hai... ^u^
So an hr befoe the surgery I take 2 pills instead of one. I never got high in my life and I was high as a kite. Everything was awesome, I loved the world, and kept laughing at my blind mother driving. So we get to the dentist and they carry to the chair. I'm trying hard not to laugh as the dentist is struggling to pull 2 teeth out. So he cuts them and gave me stitches. Most of the whole time I kept thinking I'm so hungry and I have to pee. Please hurry. So one the way home I wanted a milk shake. We stop at Braums and I went inside not thinking about my eyes are huge, I'm wearing dark clothes and a jacket in the over 100degree weather. People kept saying, "That girl is high". I was, but I didn't care. So get home, pass out, wake up take my pain med. The happy pill was still in my system and the pain killer make me dizzy. So you know what happened, I got bad vertigo and threw up for 6 hrs. until like 6am. @_@;; I wanted to die my head wouldn't stop spinning. Then I went to work at 10ish. That really sucked. I was so hungry but scared to eat. Work was busy. Painfully sucked it up.
So it's better now but... O_O I'm still really hungry. Stitches come out next week. yay.
I'll talk about A-kon later. cha
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| So yeah... the dentist and uni (sea urchin) |
[25 Apr 2008|01:10pm] |
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So I went to the Dentist last Wednesday but before I went my co-worker floats over to me and said he got some osenbei(crackers) from Toyo Japan. He was too scared to eat anything so he made me eat them and watched. I like senbei so I'm trying to read what was on the paper and I ate this seaweed wrapped thing like a cone. I got ran to the bathroom and spit it out, brushed my teeth a couple of time. Realized I ate "uni" and I don't like it. So I didn't get to eat lunch before going the dentist cuz my stomach was hurting.
Good thing tho, I told the dentist to clean everything at once so I won't have to come back the following wk. I got 4 shots and kept drooling for the rest of the day. >.<;; They want me to get braces. I haven't decided yet what I'll do. I still think it's easier and cheaper to get them all pulled and get dentures. hahaha Then I really will be an old lady.
Oh yeah I got creepy RoboPanda. Mom was like, "It's cute." T_T;; but creepy... Then I turned it on and it was a defect and kinda does what it wants and keeps telling me he doesn't like me touching him. -_-;; So I took all the batteries out and put it in the bad just in case it wants to pull a Chucky thing, I'm prepared for it. So I got to send it back to the company and get it replaced... maybe. ^u^
My friend Mayu had to go back to Japan. I'm really sad now, we spend so much time together. She's so funny, she kept saying she wishes she was a boy so could date me. ^-^ So she wants to hook me up with her brother. @_@;; Anyways I made a pinky promise to visit her in Nagoya. So I'll be going to Nagoya first then Tokyo to see Mi-chan and charles, along with too many friends there to see. Then Korea is later this year, either August but I think it'll be more December. It's gonna be sooo cold. But summer is so bad to travel to Asia, too hot. anyways. bye
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| Dentist and Tornado! |
[10 Apr 2008|01:58pm] |
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I went to the Dentist Monday. I knew I had to get braces and other work so looks like I'll be going every week about to get stuff done.. I'm nervous and excited. This week has been weird. I couldn't get to sleep last night til 3 and then 3:30 a tornado came. I couldn't go back to sleep, was too scared. My cell phone was help full navigating through my apartment. Looking for my rat, flashlights, and candles. Well this morning there is damages and debris everywhere. my whole area has no electricity and the morning traffic is chaotic @_@;; I left for work early. So that's all for now. Oh ywah it was grandmothers B-day Tuesday and todays Tinos. Happy B-day!
BWT: The MUCC and Despair Ray concerts was amesome. I got they new albums and they signed autographs. T_T;; I couldn't get one, it felt too weird. So I had fun with everyone that night.
-ja na
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| Well... |
[19 Mar 2008|11:31am] |
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It's been awhile. Actually I couldn't log into my account. lol. Anyways what's been up. Well I found out my cousin in Osaka past away. Kayoko-san was the cousin I kept in contact with for years and even visited. It hurt to find out she pasted away from throat cancer. The one thing I can say is I'm glad she no longer suffering. Going thru treatment is really hard. I'll miss her, and will visit my family in Osaka this summer. I'm nervous and sad.
So one bright side of things work has been going well. More busier then ever now that we have more subtitlers. >.<;; So back to work for now. I've been sick since Sunday blah... ja na
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| Saikin wa... (Lately...) |
[27 Feb 2008|05:45pm] |
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How’d! lol joking I don’t say that. Anyways what’s been going on, my storage got broken into last Sunday. It looked like a tornado and I bet they were mad when they realized I have nothing valuable in there. I feel violated though. >.<;; So I went by there last night to clean a little and bring some stuff home and the guy that works up front office of my apartment was there. Apparently his storage got broken into again and is missing 50 to 60 DVDs. T_T;; this is ridicules that they did it again not even a week of being discovered. Some people… also I think it was done in house because there is no damage to the doors of the people that got broken into. Weird huh? Also I get this notice on my door saying they cars have been broken into. @_@;; I’m wondering if I shold renew my lease or not. At this rate…
So exciting things, I’m planning on going to Korea finally, this summer if I find a good deal and of course Japan. I’d be staying in Nagoya for 2wks and Seoul Korea maybe with a friend for one week. Try to put what little Korean I know to work. Heehee
So that’s it for now. Hope my peeps are doing good.
-ja na
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| Happy Valentine's day! |
[14 Feb 2008|11:21am] |
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It's been awhile since I've posted. So many things going on I can't even keep up. Anyways first off I celebrate my one year here at the company. ^u^ This morning mom called me and she got a job with a much high position almost director-ish. they said you're already hired. O_O sugoii okasan. omedatou. I wish I can take up on my offer. But that might be impossible. anyways I got a new little friend Yuki my blue rat. He's sooo cute >u< I post pic next time of him. It's nice, ever since Robert went back home I've been feeling lonely, so I decided to go ahead and get the rat last Sunday. Miss ya robert... come back!!!
my friend is out the hospital which is good he's gotta stay home for a month. Just glad it wasn't Malaria. Kyle's dad is still in the hospital. Hope he gets better soon. Well gonna go and do work.
ja na
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| Midori coming to Dallas near you! |
[07 Jan 2008|04:33pm] |
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LOL, So Midori is coming into town tomorrow. For anyone that wants to see her we'll be going to eat diner at Salt grass tomorrow night and then everyone come to fuddruckers off Frankford and tollway at 7pm for a much more affordable and loud environment. I'm stressing out a bit and been cleaning my place since last week. I'm soooo excited and she's bringing her fiancee too. She leave Thursday late afternoon. So hopefully ppl can come out to see her since it'll be harder for her to come visit.
My ankle is swollen again. Oh yeah I fell Thanksgiving weekend the day I got my new car. I drove all the way to Denton in the pouring rain from Mesquite and slipped on the grass right outside my friend's porch door. T_T;; So clumsy. It's so hard to stay off my ankle for it to heal. I started off the New Year bad too. Right when we yelled Happy New YEar I choked on a piece of watermelon. <---Of all things. Well gonna make it better.
I can't wait to leave work and sleep. But now I'm too excited to see Midori. >.<;; Gonna explode. Well that's the update. It's been awhile and hope ppl can come see her cuz she misses everyone.
-ja na
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| hi hi! |
[30 Nov 2007|10:25am] |
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what's up? Too much to say but I got a new car. I got a 07 Mitsubishi Galant. finally something that I picked out. Well sort of... I wanted the Lancer but I have to wait but I'm pretty happy with the Galant. It's just so big and long though. It's longer then my friends Mercedes. I'll post a picture up soon since I also got a camera. Black Friday is evil, I stood in the cold for 5 hrs and didn't get the laptop so I bought the digital camera instead.
So I guess things are going really good right now except for mom. A week before thanksgiving she lose sight in her right eye while driving home. She's been to 3 specialists since then and today she goes to another one. They can't figure out what's wrong with her eye but the were able to get her to see for now. She has to wear these special contacts that help round out her eye since it was flat. She also has these strange orangish yellowish balls in each eye and her right eye is bleeding. She's preyy calm about it but I'm still worried. Can't help ya know~
Well back to work, I'm really stressed out at work right now and with family. Something happened and my work load is doubled. Overtime for me. ^^ ja na
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| B-day !!!!! |
[18 Nov 2007|08:35pm] |
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This weekend and whole week period has been pretty crazy. The company moved so it's really hectic and there is no network. I still can/have to work and have ways to get my stuff done. Appartenly fans are waiting anxiously for DBZ Season 4. I'm trying my fastest. So if I haven't responded to people it's cuz I have no internet at work and at home.
Anyways I went to Nobu for early pre B-day dinner with Emilie. I had more fresh sashimi and cooked Cod with carmel apple butter sauce. So good. I love food. Ended being invited to an asian party after hours by the manager. That was very overwhelming but glad Tsubasa and company showed up too. Didn't get home til 5am. Saturday went to Leroy's place where we went out for Mexican food and returned back for cake. Will nicely made me a homemade cake from scratch. Italian creme oreo with redvelvet layer inbetween. The creme cheese frosting was so good. That really made me feel good. Later I left and went to karaoke with Gwen. Today is my B-day and had breakfast with Devin, Yaku, and Mike. Shopped at Northpark and looked at very expensive over priced skirt at Barney's New York for $5,000. I nearly cryed when I looked and was ready to leave. At Nordstrom's I bought some perfume and turned out the lady is Japanese. Her name is Chiyono Green. O_O;; I told her my name and it's like lost sisters. And she has 2 grown kids mixed too with black. It was weird and small world. After we went to Hooters to eat and watched part of the game. Now we're watching the pay per view. Waiting for Undertaker. Then going to Zeller for actually B-day drink. So it's been a really good B-day and very happy of the calls, txtmsgs, and msgs on myspace. thank you. Have good night.
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